{"id":1021,"date":"2019-01-20T11:09:52","date_gmt":"2019-01-20T10:09:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sensyma.com\/?p=1021"},"modified":"2019-10-06T10:33:36","modified_gmt":"2019-10-06T08:33:36","slug":"mon-corps-me-parle-de-moi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sensyma.com\/?p=1021","title":{"rendered":"Mon corps me parle de Moi"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\n[et_pb_section fb_built=\u00a0\u00bb1″ _builder_version=\u00a0\u00bb3.19″][et_pb_row _builder_version=\u00a0\u00bb3.19″][et_pb_column type=\u00a0\u00bb4_4″ _builder_version=\u00a0\u00bb3.19″ parallax=\u00a0\u00bboff\u00a0\u00bb parallax_method=\u00a0\u00bbon\u00a0\u00bb][et_pb_image align=\u00a0\u00bbcenter\u00a0\u00bb max_width=\u00a0\u00bb70%\u00a0\u00bb src=\u00a0\u00bbhttps:\/\/www.sensyma.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/isolation-3155603_1920.jpg\u00a0\u00bb _builder_version=\u00a0\u00bb3.19″ module_alignment=\u00a0\u00bbcenter\u00a0\u00bb][\/et_pb_image][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][\/et_pb_section][et_pb_section fb_built=\u00a0\u00bb1″ _builder_version=\u00a0\u00bb3.19″][et_pb_row _builder_version=\u00a0\u00bb3.19″ custom_padding=\u00a0\u00bb0|0px|27px|0px|false|false\u00a0\u00bb][et_pb_column type=\u00a0\u00bb4_4″ _builder_version=\u00a0\u00bb3.19″ parallax=\u00a0\u00bboff\u00a0\u00bb parallax_method=\u00a0\u00bbon\u00a0\u00bb][et_pb_text text_font_size=\u00a0\u00bb18px\u00a0\u00bb text_line_height=\u00a0\u00bb1.8em\u00a0\u00bb text_orientation=\u00a0\u00bbjustified\u00a0\u00bb _builder_version=\u00a0\u00bb3.19″ text_font=\u00a0\u00bbVesper Libre||||||||\u00a0\u00bb text_text_color=\u00a0\u00bb#5e5e5e\u00a0\u00bb]

Mon corps, souffre-douleur privil\u00e9gi\u00e9, compagnon intime, ami le plus pr\u00e9sent, se r\u00e9volte.<\/p>\n

Mon corps me parle de moi<\/strong><\/h2>\n

Je me consume \u00e0 g\u00e9rer tes silences, je m\u2019\u00e9puise \u00e0 r\u00e9guler ta facilit\u00e9 \u00e0 l\u2019int\u00e9riorisation, essayant de te faire comprendre combien je souffre.<\/p>\n

De plaisirs fugaces en chagrins d\u00e9vastateurs, de compromis en frustrations, de col\u00e8res refoul\u00e9es en hurlements contenus, tu me contrains \u00e0 bien des maux faute d\u2019ext\u00e9rioriser tes mots.<\/p>\n

Ferm\u00e9 \u00e0 mes sollicitations, tu fais de nous des experts en \u00a0troubles psychosomatiques\u00a0: serrer les dents pour ne pas rugir, angoisses pour conjurer la peur, lumbagos pour supporter le poids des responsabilit\u00e9s, contraction des \u00e9paules et raideur du cou pour ravaler les larmes, surmonter l\u2019humiliation et ne pas perdre le contr\u00f4le.<\/p>\n

Dans ton extr\u00eame souci de l\u2019autre que tu ne veux ni peiner, ni blesser,\u00a0tu excelles en cl\u00e9mence par le mutisme, r\u00e9primant dans une inspiration des flux de mots cinglants, esp\u00e9rant ainsi ne pas succomber \u00e0 la malveillance et me condamnant aux maux de ventre.<\/p>\n

Pour ne pas te sentir coupable de d\u00e9fendre ton espace personnel et de revendiquer ton droit \u00e0 une vie priv\u00e9e, tu te caches derri\u00e8re la tol\u00e9rance, l\u2019ouverture et la compassion\u00a0jusqu\u2019\u00e0 te laisser envahir par les exigences des autres. Depuis tu te plains de difficult\u00e9s respiratoires et encha\u00eenes rhumes, grippes, bronchites et sinusite.<\/p>\n

Pein\u00e9 d\u2019\u00eatre per\u00e7u comme susceptible et versatile tu pr\u00e9f\u00e8res m\u00e9sestimer ta relation aux autres, parasit\u00e9e par tous ces non-dits, ces insatisfactions non-exprim\u00e9es et ces situations \u00a0non-g\u00e9r\u00e9es, que tu te refuses \u00e0 clarifier.<\/p>\n

Vaillant petit soldat courbatur\u00e9, r\u00eavant d\u2019espace et de temps pour lui, tu ne t\u2019autorises aucun repos, otage de ton besoin d\u2019\u00eatre aim\u00e9, d\u2019\u00eatre reconnu, scrupuleusement conforme \u00e0 l\u2019image attendue.<\/p>\n

\u00a0Mon corps hurle<\/strong><\/h2>\n

\u00ab\u00a0J\u2019en ai assez, tes silences m\u2019\u00e9touffent. Tu m\u2019as impos\u00e9 tant de choses, tant de souffrance, d\u2019irrespect, d\u2019incapacit\u00e9 \u00e0 dire non \u00e0 la perversit\u00e9 ou \u00e0 la m\u00e9chancet\u00e9, qu\u2019aujourd\u2019hui je n\u2019en peux plus. C\u2019est moi qui te dis NON\u00a0\u00bb<\/p>\n

Programm\u00e9 pour t\u2019accompagner dans l\u2019expression de tes \u00e9motions, j\u2019ai d\u00fb me r\u00e9soudre \u00e0 t\u2019aider \u00e0 d\u00e9culpabiliser.<\/p>\n

Las de ta surdit\u00e9, \u00a0je t\u2019octroie l\u2019indiscutable billet d\u2019excuse, La Maladie, l\u2019autorisation \u00e0 dire \u00ab\u00a0je ne peux pas plus\u00a0\u00bb, le droit \u00e0 t\u2019occuper de toi, sans infraction, le droit de ne pas en faire plus.<\/p>\n

Si tu le veux je peux aussi t\u2019aider \u00e0 gu\u00e9rir. Soyons corps et \u00e2me<\/strong>.<\/h4>\n[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][\/et_pb_section]\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Mon corps, souffre-douleur privil\u00e9gi\u00e9, compagnon intime, ami le plus pr\u00e9sent, se r\u00e9volte. Mon corps me parle de moi, mon corps hurle…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":1621,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","ast-disable-related-posts":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[15],"tags":[29,28],"class_list":["post-1021","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-developpement-personnel","tag-amour","tag-corps"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sensyma.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1021","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sensyma.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sensyma.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sensyma.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sensyma.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1021"}],"version-history":[{"count":18,"href":"https:\/\/www.sensyma.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1021\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1626,"href":"https:\/\/www.sensyma.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1021\/revisions\/1626"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sensyma.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1621"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sensyma.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1021"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sensyma.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1021"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sensyma.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1021"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}